Does anyone have that really odd feeling when you’re alone in your bedroom laying down listening to sad ass music and you just realized how bored you are with life and you want to go on adventures and live and feel free but you just want to fucking die because you don’t see a point anymore and it’s not like you’re sobbing and you’re extremely sad, it’s more of a numb feeling and you simply just want to die idk that’s how I feel these days and yeah
"no one can love you until you love yourself"
that is complete bullshit
don’t let anyone tell you that you don’t deserve love from other people because you struggle with loving yourself
this everyone read this right now
I don’t want to carry on anymore. Easy for you to move along and be fine, you don’t have to worry about what happens to me. It’s so cruel.
愛してる. How am I meant to forget you? It’s not gonna happen.. this suffering wont end. I keep dreaming of you.
Thoughts plague my mind like things you said we’d do together that I looked forward to with so much happiness. Times that could have been that wont, then I think about the times we spent together, those memories hurt.
All I can see is lies.. and still I just want you to tell me it’ll all be okay.